today was the guzheng SYF, the competition the guzheng members had prepared for long. it didn't go as well as i thought it will. nobody, totally nobody was nervous at all! until when we came to the tuning room. we all seemed that we had no confidence at all!
after having some more time after tuning, mr chen, our instructor let us practice more. it was just so horrible! compared to when we practice in the music room. you might be wondering why? WHY? WHY?
if i'm not wrong, everyone's nervous. VERY nervous. including myself. i started to shiver non stop!
at first when we were at school, putting make-up(i know it's horrible), tying our hair(it's horrible! i know!) or practicing, i don't feel nervous at all. it all seemed fine.
and when we arrived at the back stage, after the school before us(stamford primary school, which is my old school, wondering why i say 'my old school' , for those who don't know, i'm a transferred student. yeah, from that school)finshed, we went in. i was trembling non-stop! just... just... too scary. though i've been there before to rehears. i can also see that all of them are nervous as they were actaully complaining that their palms was sweaty and so on...
"next! let's welcome changat primary school!" a loud voice boomed from the loud speaker. in an orderly manner, we walked in calmly. ah... so much people. i put the guzheng on the 'guzheng legs' (direct chinese translate) and then stand beside that heavy chair.
looking up. it was a big group of audience. my whole body started to tremble. after seating down, like what i said, my whole body tremble. the one that tremble the most was my leg! i was shaking like ... the 'guzheng leg' also shivered together. so hard!
i was like 'boom....boom...'. gosh! so loud! so embarassing!(copy righted from aunty lucy) but maybe not as loud as i thought, as nobody stared at me. *phew!
i tremble all the way till the whole thing finished. i hate myself! but i can't do anything! it's all over. i heard from the other too, that it was not really as good as during practices. i think it's normal.
Just got to wait for the results... wish it's a gold... pray hard! please! we will know the results on wednesday. the results will only be out tomorrow afternoon, 6. let's just wish for a gold!
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